10/26/14

A Big Ole Hot Mess

If you hadn't noticed, I haven't been consistent in blogging in a very long time. And I feel awful. Lots and lots is going on in my life, and it is hard for me to find time to blog or even really find energy to blog. If I am not at school or at football practice, I am doing homework or sleeping. (Mainly sleeping.) And it's not like I am stressed about school even. My classes aren't too bad, and I am doing pretty well in all of them. But life has just hit me hard. 

A month ago I wrote about how major changes were about to happen in my life, and I didn't really talk about what they were, but since I kind of have an idea of what is happening, I will share a bit with you. I am moving. Sorta. My dad is moving to Ohio in December due to work stuff, and my mom and I are staying here at least until I finish my junior year. Currently as I type, my parents are packing up the one place I've lived in for sixteen years. A lot of memories are being brought up, and it's hard to clean my room and get rid of things knowing I won't be living there much longer. 

Lots of things are unknown right now, and I am trying to trust in God's plan for me, but it's hard when I have no earthly idea where that plan will lead me in the next year or even the next six months. (I guess that's kind of the point since it's God's plan, not mine.) I know I will be in Georgia at least until this year is over, but where I will spend my senior year is still unknown. 

So this is a post to say that I am sorry that this month has been one of bad blogging, and I hope that soon I can keep better track of what I need to do and the stress will soon be lower. Thank y'all for sticking with me. 

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