It's Not the End (Life Update)

There's only been one word to describe my life lately...Overwhelming. Everyone who ever said senior year was easy clearly didn't remember first semester. Or they didn't take four AP classes. November was a crazy month. The entire time I felt this impending deadline of last Friday. We have to get this done before Thanksgiving. Research Paper. Budget Project. Math Test. Bio Test. Euro Essay. Newspaper. Etc. The list of things I had to do was never ending. Every one of my friends and I did not think we would make it to Friday between the stress and no sleep, but thankfully we all survived. 

For the past week, I made my biology teacher tell me everything is going to be okay. She tells us this when we freak about our grades (Biochem was a rough unit, y'all) and all that life is throwing at us. I think that's something people, especially high schoolers, don't hear enough. Everything is going to be okay. My mom always tell me that in the end, everything's going to be okay. If it's not okay, it's not the end. It's hard to remember that in the moment because I certainly didn't this past month. All I could is that my life was going to be over if I didn't finish my Budget Project, which is a 100% not true. I mean, life would have been pretty bad, and I probably would have failed economics, but here's the thing. I was going to get it done. I had no reason to be stressing over it as much as I was. But hey that's life, so I am really sorry that I haven't posted anything in the longest hot minute. School comes and always will come first, and I've talked about that before. I am hoping to use Thanksgiving Break to schedule lots for the end of November and the beginning of December, so exams don't get in the way. 

To make up for such a word-y, rambly post, I do have another schedule for later this afternoon! See y'all then. 

xx, jKm

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