Weird Weeks

I had a really fun weekend. I watched football all weekend with my roommates, and we made new friends. Despite almost dying of heat stroke, I loved watching Alabama win, and then I got to see the Cowboys lose and the Eagles win. I went to bed on Sunday night completely content, but on Monday,  I woke up on the complete wrong side of the bed. I woke up and thought, "Awesome. I only have a few days until I get to experience the weekend again." Nope. Nope. Nope. It was Monday, and I had five very full days ahead of me. I did not want to do anything. I blame the fact that mercury is in retrograde right now and literally everyone is sick . . . again. Not fun. 

I did get up and go to class, but the entire day something felt off. Then I got mad at myself for being in a bad mood because I really should not have been in a bad mood. That entire cycle went on yesterday too. Nothing seemed to being going right despite the fact that everything was actually going pretty okay. Yet I could not focus on anything for more than five minutes. 

Today, however, is the start of a new day. I could go into the day with a terrible attitude and hate everything, but I am not going to do that. I am going to do my best to catch up on my work and organize my life. I am going to look at today as a fresh start in the week and spend the next three days trying to make a bad week a better one. I have a lot to look forward to at the end of this week. My sister is coming to visit, and Big/Little reveal is on Sunday. I need to focus on all of that rather than the super weird moments that have been happening this week. 

I hope y'all have been having a better week than I have been.
xx, jKm

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